Jocelyn’s naps had an amazing life. They were well loved and a great friend to me; the kind of friend that stands by you when you need somebody to be there on tired afternoons and overwhelming motherhood moments. They no doubt saved my sanity as well as Jocelyn’s behind on many occasions. They have had their ups and downs…I thought I had lost them for good after she turned three. It was during that difficult time that I turned to “quiet time” where I could get her to sleep if I could just get her to HOLD STILL for 5-10 minutes. By reading to her, rubbing her back or simply getting her to lie down and listen to lullabies, I could summon the beloved “nap” that allowed ME some quiet time every afternoon. I will forever be grateful for the restful and productive afternoons they have given me. As many people have reminded me, I am thankful for the fact that they lasted until age 4 ½. The rest and sanity they provided me especially during my pregnancy with Jonas is unequaled. Jocelyn and I always love each other. We just love each other MORE after she's had a nap... Wish me luck as I mourn the loss and adjust to a new time of life…Motherhood without a break.
*This is in no way meant to mock those who have had the hard task of writing a Eulogy after losing a beloved friend or family member. Please forgive me for using the same term.
Ohhh, I dread the day... Hope your full time mothering goes smoothly Cait!
ReplyDeleteWhat a rough life you have!:)Just kidding. I really am glad she napped for you so long. I can't even fathom it.
ReplyDeleteI loved this post. (not sure why I didn't realize you did all these new posts until now :( ... whoops). The way you wrote it cracked me up.
ReplyDeleteI'm hanging on to Taya's naps & dreading their end as well.